Life is pathetic! - Is it true?

Hello world!!!

Right know if you could see me, my look will be more or less like this.

I know its kinda cute. But thats not what i'm trying to tell you. What i want you to know is that i'm confused right know. I feel depressed but i just didnt know why? Why i'm always like this. Why i often feel blues, why i'm always stressed and why cant i just be happy with my life. Life gets pathetic day by day. Can i just chill for a moment and have the life i always wanted. Can i just be happy like the rest.

Well, basically thats my problem. Just bragging about my problem wouldnt take me far. So, i decided to find a way to solve my problem. How is it i can change? What i need to do? What i should know?

And i found this book.

And there's one idea that really got me-

.:Thought creates emotion:.

That just it! My thought creates my emotion. My thought makes me depressed. My thought just change the way i feel. My thought just make me different. So, if i want to change, i must try to change my thoughts. Instead of thinking stuff that hurt me, why can i just change it and fill my brain with positive thought. Thought that can motivates and uplift me. Yes the answer is 'positive thinking'. Happiness is about positive thinking. Fill my head with positive thought and i'm gonna be happy. But if i keep depositing more and more negative thought, i'll suffer.

I found the way.

Happiness is not having what you have, but it's about enjoying what you have.